practice what you preach.

So i find out tomorrow if I get the job or not..or that is what I have heard at least. I'm kind of nervous to find out but either way I will be happy. I got a lot accomplished today. I worked a 12 hour day yesterday and today was my only day off and then its back to work for another 7. Oh boy im guna be racking in the cash this week. yesssssss...cept I probably wont get to see any of it. lol just means bigger car payments. Hurrah!! Anyways....I think people need to stop holding insignificant grudges on people. yeah? Do you even know what your grudges or hate are about anymore? I think not. Please get over it, I have decided to get over mine, they are completely pointless and boring and guess what. no one cares. Also, friendship is important. You should cherish the people that care about you know, because if you don't you could end up with nothing, they aren't going to hold out forever. "we all need somebody to lean on"..good song..anyways. im hungry. peace.

twenty bucks

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200 he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this."
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who do love you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by who we are. You are special, don't ever forget it."

Remember to count your blessings, not your problems. Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow, what a ride!"

- a post from wimp.com

My birthday is in a month.

So, just in case you didnt pick it up already, my birthday is in a month. Well, to be exact a month minus one day. Oct. 15th. Isnt that so terribly exciting! woot. Im going to be 21, and i feel 12, is that normal? Lol. Anyways I had my interview for the position of Human Resources Coordinator - Data and Records today and it went suprisingly well. Whatever happens I am happy with the way it went so thats almost all that matters. So it was sunny out today..so i thought "hey it should be warm enough to go out there without a parka on.".....boy was i WRONG. its bloody freezing! what happened to spring/summer and fall? Im still waiting for all of those seasons to come, nevermind winter again already!! hooooooly, somtimes I wonder why I live here. Haha. Well ya know whats cool? Cool is sitting in the staff computer room talking to no one on messenger other then your girlfriend sitting RIGHT next to you. No seriously though, it really is quite awesome. Everyone is so jealous. ADRIENNE I LOVE YOU!!! haha. creepy. Anyways, im out. I made cookies without burning them, I deserve an award because that seriously has never happened before.

r-e-s-p-e-c-t

goodbye internet!

I DONT HAVE INTERNET ANYMORE I HAVE TO USE THE STAFF ONE, DONT YOU ALL FEEL SO SORRY FOR ME?!? WHINE WHINE WHINE!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT SUCKS! ok. done now. thanks for listening :)

p.s. it is snowing and I have a fever.

Now that I am in a bit of a better mood ive decided to take an optomistic approach and post some more pictures that I like. You can like them to :)

Winter is coming!

I really love flowers, can't you tell?

wow

So, Im reading the Friday Edition ( a staff newsletter we get every friday..) and I decide to take a look at my lame horoscope for the day, this is what it read.

A change may not be what you expect, but it will be good for you. Don't let insecurity lead you to a poor career choice. A unique approach to love and relationships will bring far more interest than being to aggressive. 3 stars.

oh god, isnt that so right on the money? That is the most intense horoscope I think i've ever read. Made me kind of realize some things I should have figured out on my own. One is that living here I really do get a lot of opportunity career and living wise. I mean, we are seriously set up here. And two, I think I really need to steer my focus away from the fact that I dont have a significant other, and drive it towards more productive and optomistic things to make myself feel better without one.

Hmm...so any applicants to make my decisions for me?

practice what you preach.

This is a picture of a butterfly i took at crystal gardens. I don't care if you don't want to look at it. I think its pretty and I want to look at it and thats all that matters. Shut your eyes or do something productive if its that much of an eye sore.

and here is an edited version. I hope you like it even less :)

News Flash.

Ok, just a few reminders for you people who dont seem to get it already. Lets just say, some FAQ's if you will.

#1. No, I am not a native american, i am not part native, i am not part of any tribe, so please stop asking me.
#2. Yes, I am fully aware that I am a fat cow, please stop reminding me.
#3. No, I no longer do favors for anyone, so please stop asking me that to.
#4. No, you cant borrow my car, no reason needed.
#5. No i wont try to hook you up with some sweet job, get over it. If they wanted you to work here, they would have called you already.
#6. Yes, I do like to work hard. If that bothers you, well i dont really give a shit.
#7. No, I probably dont want to go out to the pub. I either have to work early tomorrow and care about my performance, or I just dont care to see any of the pointless people trying to pick up who dont waste their time on me.
#8. A. Yes I have applied for a bigillion jobs back home, and B. No I havent heard back from any of them.
#9. No, I dont care if Brad Pitt is staying in the hotel, nor do I wan't to hear about what he had for dinner last night.
#10. No I don't care if you don't get along with your roomates and want a room change. Suck it up princess, i' m sure they dont like you either.
#11. No I will not bend any policy for you. Just because you tilt your head a little to the side and smile does not make you any more special nor does it make me care about you any more. In fact, it makes me care less. Try having a temper tantrum, or pouting, cussing and stomping away and maybe THEN I will bend the rules for you. How old are you again?

Question: Can I please have 3 new lightbulbs? NO? WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DONT HAVE ANY! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO LIVE IN THE DARK?

Answer: No, I dont expect you to live in the dark at all. In fact that would be quite ridiculous. What I would suggest to you is stop being such a baby and go buy your own, because that is what people do in the REAL world.

Question: Can I have a vacuum? NO? WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DONT HAVE ONE RIGHT NOW! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO, LIVE IN MY DISGUSTING MESS?

Answer: No, I dont expect you to live in your disgusting mess at all. See above.

NOW HIRING

Hello all. I have now decided to recruit for a new position id like to call SOMEONE WHO MAKES ALL MY DECISIONS FOR ME!! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP. i dont like making decisions. anyone interested? let me know :P

music makes the world keep on turnin

I LOVE K'NAAN. He is one of the best musicians I have ever heard. Growing up in Somalia, Africa this guy definatley has something to say. go to www.thedustyfoot.com to check him out if you are even a tiny bit intelligent. peace.

Here is a pic of K'naan in all his glory.

Baby they'll build you up only to tear you down. Dont give up, baby dont believe it.

I MISS YOU CAITY AND APRIL!!!!! LOVE YOU GIRLS!!