Ok...this is it. Another one of those "laying it all out on the table" deals. So..heads up.
Since I have been writing a lot lately about what other people have, what I do not have, What I don't like in general..I'm going to change it up here. So here it goes with what I DO want. Who knows how it will work out, I sure don't.
Anyways this will be (hopefully) the one and only time I say this....ever..sooo listen up.
I want a boy friend. Or a boyfriend. It doesn't matter. I used to have a lot of guy friends growing up and I really miss the simplicity. Not that girls aren't spectacular ( I mean comon I'm one of them so we are obviously perfect.) Buuuut..I miss it none the less. I have found as of late that I have been drastically lowering my standards and have been completely shocked by the results. Now for clarification purposes, when I refer to "standards" I simply mean what I find attractive in a persons CHARACTER. Lately I have been going for guys that In my mind are the worst possible choice (i.e lacking some major social skills) and you know what I have found? They are even MORE picky when it comes to looks then the vainest drop dead gorgeous guys out there. Ha, and I thought they were single because they lacked character. Turns out they are waiting for their Swimsuit model gf they developed through some computer program to pop out of the screen. Reality check boys. Get a grip. So what I am looking for are as follows:
I want a guy that has a passion for SOMETHING. I don't care what it is. From Basketball to lawn bowling, Guitars to flutes, drawing to writing, excavating to unclogging toilets...it really doesnt matter. What is important is that you posses something in your mind that focuses on things other then just "hanging out and partying and smokin bluntz and girls...etc." these things are not hobbies, they are merely ways for bland people to waste their lives away. Don't get me wrong, going out and having a good time is definitely important, but it is not something that we need to dedicate our lives to. That spiel is so old, so don't even get me started.
Secondly. Yes it is possible to be friends with the opposite sex who you are not attracted to. I think that one basically explains itself so why don't you give it a shot. I mean you aren't friends with your guy friends because you find them good looking....or are you?
Sense of humor is a bit important, but what is more important is that you laugh at my jokes whether you think it’s funny or not. It’s really not that hard, just like this. Ha...ha...ha? right. next
Honesty and integrity are two really important things to me. I think all solid friendships and relationships are both built on a foundation of trust. If you really gave me a chance and took the time to get to know me, you would find a girl who though appears shy at first (though not for long..its more like a nanosecond) is bursting with energy, passion for life and learning, and so much love for my family and friends its almost incomprehensible.
I love to laugh (most of the time it is at myself). I love everything music related. I enjoy playing the piano and trumpet but my musical passion is singing. I also enjoy Graphic Design, photography, movies, tennis, biking, camping, concerts, the ocean, the rockies and a plethora of other things. (wow..this is really starting to sound like a want ad isn't it. oh well, I'll roll with it.)
I really haven't asked for a lot here. With all my heart I just want to meet a guy I can get along with and laugh with. Seems like these days I could be asking far to much. Am I really all that bad? What is it, am I scary? I can tone the scare factor down a bit if you like. Do any of you exist? Or is this just completely a lost cause? Maybe I need to learn a skill some people refer to as "flirting". I like to call it cheese, but hey if that’s what it takes then I am down. Lessons anyone? Any flirting masters out there? Here I come Dr.Phil (he seems pretty fly).
Oh wow. I scare myself sometimes. This is a pretty ridiculous post, please don't laugh to much (just for the record this isn't one of my jokes so don't worry about laughing this time, I'll let you know when you can.)
That's it for the night. Have fun reading my chapter book. Congratulations if you made it this far without leaving.
Forecast
Hello once again. I have been noticing lately along with the abundance of rain we have been recieving, the plethera of different ways numerous weather channels have come up with to try to make it seem like the weather is changing when really we all know...its just rain. Here are a few of my favorites:
Cloudy with periods of light rain
Cloudy. Some rain is likely
Rain likely
Rain early...then remaining cloudy with showers late Chance of rain 80%. (ok...does not mean it is basically just going to rain all day???....)
Chance of showers
Windy with periods of rain
Windy. Rain very likely
Mainly couldy and rainy
Chance of showers.
The common denominator in every single one of these weather descriptions? They all have a 80% chance of percipitation. THEY ARE ALL THE SAME!
My question is...isn't it quite easy to assume that if it is raining there WILL be clouds? I'm pretty sure that when I am walking down the street on the 26th day of consecutive non stop rain I am not very likely to say "wow, it has been quite windy today with periods of rain." No. I'm most likely to say "Oh what, its raining? huh, I didn't notice. Must be because I am soaked to the bone and have been for the last 26 days so I kind of just blend in with the weather." Why can't they just say. "Rain for the next 30 days." and just have it covered. We could all have the next 30 days written off, it would be so simple!
Does anyone else have different ways they have heard to say it is raining? If you do I would like to add it to my post so let me know!
Cloudy with periods of light rain
Cloudy. Some rain is likely
Rain likely
Rain early...then remaining cloudy with showers late Chance of rain 80%. (ok...does not mean it is basically just going to rain all day???....)
Chance of showers
Windy with periods of rain
Windy. Rain very likely
Mainly couldy and rainy
Chance of showers.
The common denominator in every single one of these weather descriptions? They all have a 80% chance of percipitation. THEY ARE ALL THE SAME!
My question is...isn't it quite easy to assume that if it is raining there WILL be clouds? I'm pretty sure that when I am walking down the street on the 26th day of consecutive non stop rain I am not very likely to say "wow, it has been quite windy today with periods of rain." No. I'm most likely to say "Oh what, its raining? huh, I didn't notice. Must be because I am soaked to the bone and have been for the last 26 days so I kind of just blend in with the weather." Why can't they just say. "Rain for the next 30 days." and just have it covered. We could all have the next 30 days written off, it would be so simple!
Does anyone else have different ways they have heard to say it is raining? If you do I would like to add it to my post so let me know!
Nations Snowmen March Against Global Warming
http://www.theonion.com/content/node/44676
definatley worth reading..this is hilarious
definatley worth reading..this is hilarious
Off the record - what i really want
Hello everyone. Brace yourself, this one is going to be a bit heavy.
I have decided to half apologize for the way that I act on some of my posts. Please understand that I do not mean most of what I say, and if I do its only a tiny little feeling inside me that forces its way out into a big overdramatic sarcastic and completely cynical rant. Some of you...if you know me or not, are getting the wrong impression because of the way I write. I talk the way I do in here because in the real world I could NEVER do or say these things in real life. I am to honest and to good natured of a person to even consider it. I have started to treat this site (mostly because I feel like no one reads it anyhow) that it is my own personal private journal that I can write and feel whatever I want wether I mean it or not...Apparantly that is not the case.
If you must know...heres the truth right out there on the table. I am not so happy these days, and I honestly could not tell you why. I have the best family a girl could ask for, a gorgeous rent free place to live (haha..for now until my parents cant put up with my messy chaotic ways any longer), awesome friends (you know who you are), so one could interpret my bad attitude into thinking I am acting like a spoiled brat. I am spoiled and I can be a brat a times, but it does not affect how I feel on the inside. At this point I really don't know what the key to my happiness is, and If I did I would change it in an instant.....but I just want you all to know that I am working on it.
In regards to my last post (just for the record) I do not actually feel hatred towards those of a skinnier wasteline. I merely feel frustrated the way a select few of the female population go to such great lengths to utilize this asset in any way that they can. And you know what, they should because they have probably worked harder then most of us know to get there. I feel even more frustrated that the majority of the male population will fall for it...more then once. And we all know that this whole thing can be taken vice versa as well. But you know what? the world keeps on turning. (well not for long with all the talk of the H5N1 virus that is soon to destroy 20% of the worlds population in a matter of days but that is another story all together...don't tell anyone but I am actually a tiny bit worried about it all).
So thats me for now In a nutshell. I am just a 21 year old single girl who has no idea what she is going to do next in life. And I guess that is the exciting part. I have the choice now to do whatever I want, and its up to me to change the things in my life that I am not satisfied with. So....I will keep you all posted on my progress. Have a good night. Love you all.
Lisa
I have decided to half apologize for the way that I act on some of my posts. Please understand that I do not mean most of what I say, and if I do its only a tiny little feeling inside me that forces its way out into a big overdramatic sarcastic and completely cynical rant. Some of you...if you know me or not, are getting the wrong impression because of the way I write. I talk the way I do in here because in the real world I could NEVER do or say these things in real life. I am to honest and to good natured of a person to even consider it. I have started to treat this site (mostly because I feel like no one reads it anyhow) that it is my own personal private journal that I can write and feel whatever I want wether I mean it or not...Apparantly that is not the case.
If you must know...heres the truth right out there on the table. I am not so happy these days, and I honestly could not tell you why. I have the best family a girl could ask for, a gorgeous rent free place to live (haha..for now until my parents cant put up with my messy chaotic ways any longer), awesome friends (you know who you are), so one could interpret my bad attitude into thinking I am acting like a spoiled brat. I am spoiled and I can be a brat a times, but it does not affect how I feel on the inside. At this point I really don't know what the key to my happiness is, and If I did I would change it in an instant.....but I just want you all to know that I am working on it.
In regards to my last post (just for the record) I do not actually feel hatred towards those of a skinnier wasteline. I merely feel frustrated the way a select few of the female population go to such great lengths to utilize this asset in any way that they can. And you know what, they should because they have probably worked harder then most of us know to get there. I feel even more frustrated that the majority of the male population will fall for it...more then once. And we all know that this whole thing can be taken vice versa as well. But you know what? the world keeps on turning. (well not for long with all the talk of the H5N1 virus that is soon to destroy 20% of the worlds population in a matter of days but that is another story all together...don't tell anyone but I am actually a tiny bit worried about it all).
So thats me for now In a nutshell. I am just a 21 year old single girl who has no idea what she is going to do next in life. And I guess that is the exciting part. I have the choice now to do whatever I want, and its up to me to change the things in my life that I am not satisfied with. So....I will keep you all posted on my progress. Have a good night. Love you all.
Lisa
wanted - fat sucking machine
does anyone have a fat sucking machine that i can borrow to suck every inch of fat off of my body and put it towards something useful like a giant body pillow (no pun intended.) Because all I want to be is a skinny manipulative bitch so I can play with boys feelings and take all of their money and leave them nothing but an empty soul in return. So if anyone has one of these machines and is willing to lend it out (I dont have a whole lot of money at the moment, maybe we can do a trade off I have a time machine in pretty good working condition here) please let me know asap.
I am so furious I could scream. I think i will scream.
I am so furious I could scream. I think i will scream.
Caucasian Achievement Awards
ok. This has gone to far for my liking.
I am all about eqaulity and respect for diversity and all cultures and everything..but why does everyone feel the need to places themselves apart??? Take the "Aboriginal Achievement Awards" for example. What is it that an Aboriginal can achieve that I cannot? (and vice versa.)
If I even mentioned the thought of creating a Caucasian Achievement awards I would certainly get my behind kicked along with who knows what other forms of beating?!??
In a society that is so focused on eqaulity why do we have shows like "Black Entertainment Television"? I mean do you really have to flaunt the fact that black men and women tend to superceed the rest of us at most sports and entertainment, so much in fact that an whole television program needs to be devoted to it?
Why are there entire DAYS AND PARADES dedicated to being a homosexual?? I think its great and all for you to show your love for eachother it is a beautiful and precious thing, but is a overly publicized parade, day, or even weekend necessary to do so??
Where is the White Entertainment Television and the Straight Pride Parade that I so deserve?
I AM A STRAIGHT, WHITE CANADIAN FEMALE AND DAMN PROUD OF IT!!!
p.s. do not be offended by this post, it has no bearing on what I truley believe. I am just unfourtunately inhabited by a very cynical sense of humor that I cannot control. (If you haven't noticed.....)
I am all about eqaulity and respect for diversity and all cultures and everything..but why does everyone feel the need to places themselves apart??? Take the "Aboriginal Achievement Awards" for example. What is it that an Aboriginal can achieve that I cannot? (and vice versa.)
If I even mentioned the thought of creating a Caucasian Achievement awards I would certainly get my behind kicked along with who knows what other forms of beating?!??
In a society that is so focused on eqaulity why do we have shows like "Black Entertainment Television"? I mean do you really have to flaunt the fact that black men and women tend to superceed the rest of us at most sports and entertainment, so much in fact that an whole television program needs to be devoted to it?
Why are there entire DAYS AND PARADES dedicated to being a homosexual?? I think its great and all for you to show your love for eachother it is a beautiful and precious thing, but is a overly publicized parade, day, or even weekend necessary to do so??
Where is the White Entertainment Television and the Straight Pride Parade that I so deserve?
I AM A STRAIGHT, WHITE CANADIAN FEMALE AND DAMN PROUD OF IT!!!
p.s. do not be offended by this post, it has no bearing on what I truley believe. I am just unfourtunately inhabited by a very cynical sense of humor that I cannot control. (If you haven't noticed.....)
For the die hard Chuck Norris fan....
Now i dont know what it is about Chuck Norris phenomenon..but what I do know is this pretty little top 30 list is some delicious material. ...eat it up kiddies.
http://www.4q.cc/chuck/index.php?topthirty
p.s. thanks to james the great for providing me with this lovely resource. cheers
http://www.4q.cc/chuck/index.php?topthirty
p.s. thanks to james the great for providing me with this lovely resource. cheers
is this how its really meant to be?
My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side
Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from here
Leavin' me so many questions all these years
But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be
Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side
But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are we left to wonder, all alone, eternally
But is this how it's really meant to be
No is it how it's really meant to be
Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side
Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from here
Leavin' me so many questions all these years
But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be
Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side
But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are we left to wonder, all alone, eternally
But is this how it's really meant to be
No is it how it's really meant to be
Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side
this could be the most exciting month of the year!
Good news everyone. My friends are coming to visit meeeeeeeeeeee!! Here is a little ..itnerary if you will.
THERESA AND ADRIENNE will be arriving in Vancouver on the 16th of Jan and i will be spending the night at the fabulous Fairmont Waterfront!!
http://www.fairmont.com
(sure is nice to have some friends kickin around still all up in the Fairmont business!!)
And then we are headed back to the island with an extremely quick and action packed 3 days until they have to return to lake louise. :( i know sad right, its definatley a short visit but i will take what I can get!
MINN will be arriving the 26th of Jan and is staying for a whole week! We have so much planned already. We will probably hit the town on the friday and then gathering up some friends and heading out to Tofino for a fun filled weekend at Crystal Cove!
http://www.crystalcovebeachresort.com/cabin_52.htm
Good times are definately ahead. Lets just hope it doesn't rain the entire time.....wishful thinking i know i know.
So if anyone has any ideas on what we should see/do around vic and the tofino area please let me know for sure I love being a tourist!!!
Thats all for tonight. I may be to excited to sleep tonight but well see.
THERESA AND ADRIENNE will be arriving in Vancouver on the 16th of Jan and i will be spending the night at the fabulous Fairmont Waterfront!!
http://www.fairmont.com
(sure is nice to have some friends kickin around still all up in the Fairmont business!!)
And then we are headed back to the island with an extremely quick and action packed 3 days until they have to return to lake louise. :( i know sad right, its definatley a short visit but i will take what I can get!
MINN will be arriving the 26th of Jan and is staying for a whole week! We have so much planned already. We will probably hit the town on the friday and then gathering up some friends and heading out to Tofino for a fun filled weekend at Crystal Cove!
http://www.crystalcovebeachresort.com/cabin_52.htm
Good times are definately ahead. Lets just hope it doesn't rain the entire time.....wishful thinking i know i know.
So if anyone has any ideas on what we should see/do around vic and the tofino area please let me know for sure I love being a tourist!!!
Thats all for tonight. I may be to excited to sleep tonight but well see.
Coal Now Too Expensive To Put In Christmas Stockings
December 21, 2005
CHICAGO—With winter's onset driving the demand for surface coal to record-high levels, the mineral's cost is now beyond the reach of low- and middle-income Americans who wish to punish their naughty children. "Coal in one's stocking is meant to serve as an admonishment or warning, not as a dependable grade-B investment," said William Menchell, a commodities adviser for T. Rowe Price. "In today's market, children should only have their stockings stuffed with lumps of coal if they have been studious and obedient, and show an interest in long-term investments in the energy sector." For more affordable punitive options, analysts point to the relatively stagnant switch market, which could soon go the way of coal if demand increases for combustible wooden sticks.
- the onion www.theonion.com
CHICAGO—With winter's onset driving the demand for surface coal to record-high levels, the mineral's cost is now beyond the reach of low- and middle-income Americans who wish to punish their naughty children. "Coal in one's stocking is meant to serve as an admonishment or warning, not as a dependable grade-B investment," said William Menchell, a commodities adviser for T. Rowe Price. "In today's market, children should only have their stockings stuffed with lumps of coal if they have been studious and obedient, and show an interest in long-term investments in the energy sector." For more affordable punitive options, analysts point to the relatively stagnant switch market, which could soon go the way of coal if demand increases for combustible wooden sticks.
- the onion www.theonion.com
happy freakin new years.
its 2006 (and it only has been for 5 days)..not 2010. so please stop talking about the olympics as if it is going to occur tomorrow. It's not going to be tomorrow..or even the next day..or even the week after that. The Apocalypse will probably happen between now and then anyways, so don't even bother.
On another note..my new years resolution is going to be once again as it always has been and will continue to be.."1280 X 1024". Unlike some people, my resolution is consistent. It is something I manage to achieve, maintain and stick with EVERYDAY. It does not "yo-yo" and it is not something i shove to the back of my closet/life until the next new year comes around (applause.) It is a goal set by myself and conquered by myself, and I am positive that this is not something the rest of you can say about YOUR new years resolutions :)
Well..thats that for now. Minn is coming to visit me on the 26th and we are going to have a blast. Tofino and some of the Gulf islands are on our plates for sure as well as some good hikes at each location. Does anyone have any suggestions on where to go? Anyone know of anything important going on at all possibly in Vic/Tofino and anywhere in between? Feedback is much appriciated.
Thank you good night.
On another note..my new years resolution is going to be once again as it always has been and will continue to be.."1280 X 1024". Unlike some people, my resolution is consistent. It is something I manage to achieve, maintain and stick with EVERYDAY. It does not "yo-yo" and it is not something i shove to the back of my closet/life until the next new year comes around (applause.) It is a goal set by myself and conquered by myself, and I am positive that this is not something the rest of you can say about YOUR new years resolutions :)
Well..thats that for now. Minn is coming to visit me on the 26th and we are going to have a blast. Tofino and some of the Gulf islands are on our plates for sure as well as some good hikes at each location. Does anyone have any suggestions on where to go? Anyone know of anything important going on at all possibly in Vic/Tofino and anywhere in between? Feedback is much appriciated.
Thank you good night.
i am home.
my buddies coldplay say it best.....
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse?
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse?
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
why does happiness always have to depend on what job you have and what kind of money you make? what am i doing here? what am i doing at all? why does it seem like i have time for nothing, but nothing to do with my time? why do some people think i am a failure? why do i feel like a failure? why do some people think my minimum wage job is a temporary solution until i find something better? what if that is what i wanted to do with the rest of my life, would they be dissapointed in me, or happy for me that i found my place in life? what is better anyways? why do the things everyone else consider simple seem so difficult to me? why is everyone always in such a rush? Do people really enjoy their lives and successes and their careers, or do they just fake it to make the rest of us look bad? does anyone have any answers?
practice what you preach.
So i find out tomorrow if I get the job or not..or that is what I have heard at least. I'm kind of nervous to find out but either way I will be happy. I got a lot accomplished today. I worked a 12 hour day yesterday and today was my only day off and then its back to work for another 7. Oh boy im guna be racking in the cash this week. yesssssss...cept I probably wont get to see any of it. lol just means bigger car payments. Hurrah!! Anyways....I think people need to stop holding insignificant grudges on people. yeah? Do you even know what your grudges or hate are about anymore? I think not. Please get over it, I have decided to get over mine, they are completely pointless and boring and guess what. no one cares. Also, friendship is important. You should cherish the people that care about you know, because if you don't you could end up with nothing, they aren't going to hold out forever. "we all need somebody to lean on"..good song..anyways. im hungry. peace.
twenty bucks
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200 he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this."
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who do love you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by who we are. You are special, don't ever forget it."
Remember to count your blessings, not your problems. Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow, what a ride!"
- a post from wimp.com
My birthday is in a month.
So, just in case you didnt pick it up already, my birthday is in a month. Well, to be exact a month minus one day. Oct. 15th. Isnt that so terribly exciting! woot. Im going to be 21, and i feel 12, is that normal? Lol. Anyways I had my interview for the position of Human Resources Coordinator - Data and Records today and it went suprisingly well. Whatever happens I am happy with the way it went so thats almost all that matters. So it was sunny out today..so i thought "hey it should be warm enough to go out there without a parka on.".....boy was i WRONG. its bloody freezing! what happened to spring/summer and fall? Im still waiting for all of those seasons to come, nevermind winter again already!! hooooooly, somtimes I wonder why I live here. Haha. Well ya know whats cool? Cool is sitting in the staff computer room talking to no one on messenger other then your girlfriend sitting RIGHT next to you. No seriously though, it really is quite awesome. Everyone is so jealous. ADRIENNE I LOVE YOU!!! haha. creepy. Anyways, im out. I made cookies without burning them, I deserve an award because that seriously has never happened before.
r-e-s-p-e-c-t
r-e-s-p-e-c-t
goodbye internet!
I DONT HAVE INTERNET ANYMORE I HAVE TO USE THE STAFF ONE, DONT YOU ALL FEEL SO SORRY FOR ME?!? WHINE WHINE WHINE!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT SUCKS! ok. done now. thanks for listening :)
p.s. it is snowing and I have a fever.
Now that I am in a bit of a better mood ive decided to take an optomistic approach and post some more pictures that I like. You can like them to :)
Winter is coming!
I really love flowers, can't you tell?
Winter is coming!
I really love flowers, can't you tell?
wow
So, Im reading the Friday Edition ( a staff newsletter we get every friday..) and I decide to take a look at my lame horoscope for the day, this is what it read.
A change may not be what you expect, but it will be good for you. Don't let insecurity lead you to a poor career choice. A unique approach to love and relationships will bring far more interest than being to aggressive. 3 stars.
oh god, isnt that so right on the money? That is the most intense horoscope I think i've ever read. Made me kind of realize some things I should have figured out on my own. One is that living here I really do get a lot of opportunity career and living wise. I mean, we are seriously set up here. And two, I think I really need to steer my focus away from the fact that I dont have a significant other, and drive it towards more productive and optomistic things to make myself feel better without one.
Hmm...so any applicants to make my decisions for me?
A change may not be what you expect, but it will be good for you. Don't let insecurity lead you to a poor career choice. A unique approach to love and relationships will bring far more interest than being to aggressive. 3 stars.
oh god, isnt that so right on the money? That is the most intense horoscope I think i've ever read. Made me kind of realize some things I should have figured out on my own. One is that living here I really do get a lot of opportunity career and living wise. I mean, we are seriously set up here. And two, I think I really need to steer my focus away from the fact that I dont have a significant other, and drive it towards more productive and optomistic things to make myself feel better without one.
Hmm...so any applicants to make my decisions for me?
practice what you preach.
This is a picture of a butterfly i took at crystal gardens. I don't care if you don't want to look at it. I think its pretty and I want to look at it and thats all that matters. Shut your eyes or do something productive if its that much of an eye sore.
and here is an edited version. I hope you like it even less :)
News Flash.
Ok, just a few reminders for you people who dont seem to get it already. Lets just say, some FAQ's if you will.
#1. No, I am not a native american, i am not part native, i am not part of any tribe, so please stop asking me.
#2. Yes, I am fully aware that I am a fat cow, please stop reminding me.
#3. No, I no longer do favors for anyone, so please stop asking me that to.
#4. No, you cant borrow my car, no reason needed.
#5. No i wont try to hook you up with some sweet job, get over it. If they wanted you to work here, they would have called you already.
#6. Yes, I do like to work hard. If that bothers you, well i dont really give a shit.
#7. No, I probably dont want to go out to the pub. I either have to work early tomorrow and care about my performance, or I just dont care to see any of the pointless people trying to pick up who dont waste their time on me.
#8. A. Yes I have applied for a bigillion jobs back home, and B. No I havent heard back from any of them.
#9. No, I dont care if Brad Pitt is staying in the hotel, nor do I wan't to hear about what he had for dinner last night.
#10. No I don't care if you don't get along with your roomates and want a room change. Suck it up princess, i' m sure they dont like you either.
#11. No I will not bend any policy for you. Just because you tilt your head a little to the side and smile does not make you any more special nor does it make me care about you any more. In fact, it makes me care less. Try having a temper tantrum, or pouting, cussing and stomping away and maybe THEN I will bend the rules for you. How old are you again?
Question: Can I please have 3 new lightbulbs? NO? WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DONT HAVE ANY! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO LIVE IN THE DARK?
Answer: No, I dont expect you to live in the dark at all. In fact that would be quite ridiculous. What I would suggest to you is stop being such a baby and go buy your own, because that is what people do in the REAL world.
Question: Can I have a vacuum? NO? WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DONT HAVE ONE RIGHT NOW! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO, LIVE IN MY DISGUSTING MESS?
Answer: No, I dont expect you to live in your disgusting mess at all. See above.
#1. No, I am not a native american, i am not part native, i am not part of any tribe, so please stop asking me.
#2. Yes, I am fully aware that I am a fat cow, please stop reminding me.
#3. No, I no longer do favors for anyone, so please stop asking me that to.
#4. No, you cant borrow my car, no reason needed.
#5. No i wont try to hook you up with some sweet job, get over it. If they wanted you to work here, they would have called you already.
#6. Yes, I do like to work hard. If that bothers you, well i dont really give a shit.
#7. No, I probably dont want to go out to the pub. I either have to work early tomorrow and care about my performance, or I just dont care to see any of the pointless people trying to pick up who dont waste their time on me.
#8. A. Yes I have applied for a bigillion jobs back home, and B. No I havent heard back from any of them.
#9. No, I dont care if Brad Pitt is staying in the hotel, nor do I wan't to hear about what he had for dinner last night.
#10. No I don't care if you don't get along with your roomates and want a room change. Suck it up princess, i' m sure they dont like you either.
#11. No I will not bend any policy for you. Just because you tilt your head a little to the side and smile does not make you any more special nor does it make me care about you any more. In fact, it makes me care less. Try having a temper tantrum, or pouting, cussing and stomping away and maybe THEN I will bend the rules for you. How old are you again?
Question: Can I please have 3 new lightbulbs? NO? WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DONT HAVE ANY! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO LIVE IN THE DARK?
Answer: No, I dont expect you to live in the dark at all. In fact that would be quite ridiculous. What I would suggest to you is stop being such a baby and go buy your own, because that is what people do in the REAL world.
Question: Can I have a vacuum? NO? WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DONT HAVE ONE RIGHT NOW! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO, LIVE IN MY DISGUSTING MESS?
Answer: No, I dont expect you to live in your disgusting mess at all. See above.
NOW HIRING
Hello all. I have now decided to recruit for a new position id like to call SOMEONE WHO MAKES ALL MY DECISIONS FOR ME!! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP. i dont like making decisions. anyone interested? let me know :P
music makes the world keep on turnin
I LOVE K'NAAN. He is one of the best musicians I have ever heard. Growing up in Somalia, Africa this guy definatley has something to say. go to www.thedustyfoot.com to check him out if you are even a tiny bit intelligent. peace.
Here is a pic of K'naan in all his glory.
Here is a pic of K'naan in all his glory.
Baby they'll build you up only to tear you down. Dont give up, baby dont believe it.
I MISS YOU CAITY AND APRIL!!!!! LOVE YOU GIRLS!!
my whole life
hello. here is an update.
So I am taking a leave of abesnce starting Oct.13th. yay 2 days before my birthday. I am then going to visit some pals in nelson for 5 days or so then its homeward bound to the rents house on vancouver island. I have decided to take a well deserved break for a bit, to focus on things that I have wanted to do and are important to me, but havent had the time to do. And plus it wont be to shabby to have the folks and bro around again for a bit, and I mean who can turn up some real home cooked meals. lol. I will miss my friend Adrienne (a gal here from Australia) a lot, but If I don't do this now I am afraid I never will. The building I am living in right now is actually going to be renovated in a couple of weeks, so I am changing residence for about a month before I head home. A bit of a pain to move so much, but the place I will be going to I will have my own room which is quite nice. I'm sleepy.
So I am taking a leave of abesnce starting Oct.13th. yay 2 days before my birthday. I am then going to visit some pals in nelson for 5 days or so then its homeward bound to the rents house on vancouver island. I have decided to take a well deserved break for a bit, to focus on things that I have wanted to do and are important to me, but havent had the time to do. And plus it wont be to shabby to have the folks and bro around again for a bit, and I mean who can turn up some real home cooked meals. lol. I will miss my friend Adrienne (a gal here from Australia) a lot, but If I don't do this now I am afraid I never will. The building I am living in right now is actually going to be renovated in a couple of weeks, so I am changing residence for about a month before I head home. A bit of a pain to move so much, but the place I will be going to I will have my own room which is quite nice. I'm sleepy.
Everyday
Something I've been wanting to say to you are you sitting down?Pretty soon, there will be a day,when I won't be around. I'm not trying to scare you or play with your sympathy. Just want to remind you that life is a symphony.
Everyday, live it like it's your last one. Every kiss, kiss it like it's your first love. If i had one wish; then I would wish that you would live today like everyday, Everyday is your last one. People always rushing around,wasting time on money. Don't be just a face in the crowd.Getting high and running from something. I'm not trying to tell you what to do. In the end, it's up to you.
Dip your feet into the ocean. Let the sun beat on your skin. Soak in every emotion,that you never thought you'd live. And never take for granted,every breath you're breathing in. Go everywhere you've never been.
Everyday, live it like it's your last one. Every kiss, kiss it like it's your first love. If i had one wish; then I would wish that you would live today like everyday, Everyday is your last one. People always rushing around,wasting time on money. Don't be just a face in the crowd.Getting high and running from something. I'm not trying to tell you what to do. In the end, it's up to you.
Dip your feet into the ocean. Let the sun beat on your skin. Soak in every emotion,that you never thought you'd live. And never take for granted,every breath you're breathing in. Go everywhere you've never been.
Good news for people who love bad news.
This just in. Most of the things you do in your life dont prove to matter. at all. All my roomates have moved out and one friend remains. I have applied to a plethera of ridiculous places all over B.C. for a new job and havent had any responses. How nice. :) I don't have a boyfriend, or any more guy friends for that matter, and I am starting to think I never will. I mean why would I when there are perfectly good brain dead supermodels walking around just waiting to manipulate you? I mean, who needs an intelligent mind, creative, honest, and loving person to converse with when you can go for a girl who only eats grass and talks about herself all day long? god. what an excellent deal. Maybe it is fun to be someones sheep to be brainwashed until her hearts content. So what if she tells you that she wants you and every guy to want her, but not have her. To bad we dont all have that luxury to just pick and choose as we wish, "oh im finished with you, whos next on my list." Why do you guys insist on falling for it EVERY time? Are you driven to make yourselves look like idiots, is it some higher power, or are you all to stupid to even realize??? I'd give anything to have only one person to be interested in, or better yet, to be interested in me but that i guess is far to unrealisitc these days.
But what is the real world anyways.
Another thought. Why is everyone in such a rush to go to college or university right after high school? Why not wait 5 + years so you can have some time to actually decide want to do with your life. Or at least have something to look forward to. As for me, I am finished college now. Starting to feel like I didn't get a hell of a lot out of it. Depends on how you look at it I guess. And now what am I doing? Nothing. I become depressed by working my butt off in a place I don't really enjoy only to spend everything I have on things that can make me happy for about 5 minutes. Its just a continuous circle.
I miss my family. I love them so much and they are the only thing that matter to me anymore. They are the only people who will be there for you and love you for your entire life no matter what. Mom i wanna come home.
The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in? In your head, in your mouth, in your soul.
The more we move ahead the more we're stuck in rewind. Well I don't mind. I don't mind. How the hell could I mind?
Well that is that and this is this. You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get. You get away from me. You get away from me.
Well that is that and this is this. Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed, when the ocean met the sky. You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?
P.S. i miss you caity and april.
But what is the real world anyways.
Another thought. Why is everyone in such a rush to go to college or university right after high school? Why not wait 5 + years so you can have some time to actually decide want to do with your life. Or at least have something to look forward to. As for me, I am finished college now. Starting to feel like I didn't get a hell of a lot out of it. Depends on how you look at it I guess. And now what am I doing? Nothing. I become depressed by working my butt off in a place I don't really enjoy only to spend everything I have on things that can make me happy for about 5 minutes. Its just a continuous circle.
I miss my family. I love them so much and they are the only thing that matter to me anymore. They are the only people who will be there for you and love you for your entire life no matter what. Mom i wanna come home.
The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in? In your head, in your mouth, in your soul.
The more we move ahead the more we're stuck in rewind. Well I don't mind. I don't mind. How the hell could I mind?
Well that is that and this is this. You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get. You get away from me. You get away from me.
Well that is that and this is this. Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed, when the ocean met the sky. You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?
P.S. i miss you caity and april.
ok PERFECT THANK YOU!
My friend Zoe leaves tomorrow. Going to travel across Canada, im going to miss her so much. She is from England and I am her translator i dont know what she will do without me. hehe just kidding. Luv ya Zoe remember to email me with updates all the time an tell me how much of a p-i-m-p toni REALLY is ;). lol.
In other news, I have decided to take a lil road trip down to good ol nelson. I will be bringing caity, april and possibly mallory with me on this excursion. We will just be going for the weekend and thanks to Justin Beaulieu we will have an awesome bed and breakfast to stay at. haha..its going to be excellent.
well im very tired. its past my bedtime. thanks dad for winning me sweet gucci sunglasses on ebay. they are so cute. i cant wait.
goodnight.
In other news, I have decided to take a lil road trip down to good ol nelson. I will be bringing caity, april and possibly mallory with me on this excursion. We will just be going for the weekend and thanks to Justin Beaulieu we will have an awesome bed and breakfast to stay at. haha..its going to be excellent.
well im very tired. its past my bedtime. thanks dad for winning me sweet gucci sunglasses on ebay. they are so cute. i cant wait.
goodnight.